just peeping in

Hellooo out there!!!

its terrible that the one of the last posts I wrote was about writing more this year and twenty-leven months have passed with no post!

Well thats life and there it is.
I have had a lot of "life" going on. I moved, i got a new job with much better hours, and have been really working on me.
I hadnt realized how depressed I had become. I dealt with so much death in the last two years that I had been swallowed up.
my sister in law passed in a car accident this past March and I reached a breaking piont! literally.
I had retreated so far into myself that I was almost unrecognizable.
I distanced myself subconciously from all of my friends and family afraid of more loss...
but then through zumba and one of my daughters grief sessions, it hit me.
So now i am working on getting back to me.
losing weight, rebuilding the relationships with those I love.
rebuilding the relationship with myself.

Ive had a hell of aride so far and while Im not going to say Im all the way back.
there will definitely be some posts here and there.
I got PLENTY of foolishness to write about including the retelling of the great chokout of 2011 (courtesy of my cousin @niasmomma on twitter) and the epic who got served battle my brother had with a pimp named smokey at this hood club.
and when I say EPIC.
Trust and believe. It was epic.

But anyway. I hope this finds ya'll well and still vaguely interested in what I have to say.
see ya soon...